My story last two weeks

This is the update from last two weeks…sorry for not update it…

This is from 21 to 23 January


I been sick and stress and many more…I got my stupid sickness since I was a kid …
Its was terrible I don feel like standing up…and I must do all the home chore went I feeling better…I don know what disease am I getting on…this stupid disease I get went I was a baby… and I recovered then I get on went I was primary 5…then I got this year…
What disease am I encountered with its quite terrible…

This is 30 January


I been bad mood since morning and I don know why…
I do home chore went I wake up at 11 o clock…then my brother wake up…
And ask me to do it again…I scold him and said
“I wake up early morning and do home chore and u just sleeping at home do nothing…
Wake up eat then bath and relaxing shake your leg everyday…”
I do everything at home I take my small sister and brother…and what I don deserve anything…and then princess bee said that she coming to my dance practice
So I said yes…I wait for her and about 2 hour…and my bad mood come again…
So angry…I call her and she pick up she crying I don know what I do wrong…
And we talk…(blah blah blah)
And I cried like fucking hell…why don people deserve to treat me with respect…
I hate to be like this…



Bee I am Sorry What I have done to you okay
I don deserve to scold u like that…

This is last two day…
I been just came back from work…and I was waiting for bee…she said that she want to go Chinese garden so I go with her…I wait for her…and wait…and wait…
So sudden I just want to message her she came…hahaha
So she said she tired and don want to go Chinese garden…so we go around imm
We walk around and around and around…until 9 o clock…then got this girl message me and said
“Is this sadli…nie myra kwn nyer lil missily…kenal tak”?
then we message each other until then she go over limit and wanted to psycho…
me to break with my princess bee…what the fuck is this girl doing to me…
I lied to her and said I and my bee had been 1 year already…And (blah blah blah) and now I stop talking to her already…what the hell?